Zen Pencils Takes on Mark Twain

Gavin Than hits it out of the park again with his latest illustrated quote, this one from Mark Twain (or Samuel Clemens, if you please).

It’s almost impossible to experience a new culture and still hold on to an outdated mindset. Almost impossible, but sadly, not completely – I’ve met a few people who have traveled and returned even more cynical than when they left… it’s a sad story when that happens.

When I return from a trip abroad, my imagination is stoked and my need to consume is lessened. I feel freer, more patient and more compassionate.

I strongly suspect this is why I am ‘addicted’ to travel. The constant challenges to my frame of reference keep me balanced and the new experiences give me fodder for a lifetime of writing.

What’s most interesting these days is that Western Europe just doesn’t challenge me much any more, what I consider familiar is widening and my need for new experiences and unfamiliar cultures pushes me out – which is why I went to Istanbul in May and why I’m eying Asia for next year.

The world is massive and has so much for us to see. Yet, at the same time, it’s so small and insignificant.

The Joys of Solo Travel

While doing some research into solo travel in China, Japan and Oz (yes, this may actually turn into a real trip next year – assuming everything aligns) I came across this article about solo travel from matadornetwork.com. It talks about what we learn about ourselves while traveling solo.

I’ve been very lucky. Not only have I traveled a lot, but I’ve rarely had a bad travel partner.

Worst Travel Companion Memory: A “too horrible to go into” Christmas in Munich, 2005.

Best Travel Companion Memory: Kissing my girlfriend in a butterfly arboretum in Vienna, 2006.

While these trips with companions have been great, solo travel is much more enjoyable for me. I have freedom to do what I want and see what I like. which is a huge benefit if I want to spend several hours in a cathedral or get myself lost in the back streets of a new city.

But solo travel brings a huge obstacle – social anxiety. I used to (and still do to a much milder extent) have severe panic attacks while traveling. On several occasions I’ve canceled a trip at the last minute because I nearly paralyzed with fear… or worse, I would get to my destination and cower in my hotel room the entire trip.

Despite this, I kept up with the solo travel. Why? Because I couldn’t imagine any better way to work through the anxiety. And as I can’t recall the last time I froze up while traveling, clearly I’m getting better.

Those on the fence about taking a solo trip: Don’t hesitate, go do it. There hasn’t been a solo trip yet where I haven’t learned something new about myself; whether it was pushing through my fear of heights while hiking through the Andes or dealing with culture shock in Tokyo or exploring ‘the other side’ of Turkish life in Istanbul.

I quite believe that solo travel offers one of the greatest opportunities for personal growth and self reflection. Go on… do it.

Edit: Someone asked me if I was really going to Oz – over the rainbow, Emerald City and all that. No, I mean Australia. A friend of mine from Perth (whom I met while living in France) is getting married in April and she’s asked me to come to the wedding.

Sandman Slip Case and Constantinople (not Istanbul)

Neil Gaiman announced that a slip case collection of the Sandman Trade Paperback will be released in November – just in time for Christmas. You can pre-order it from Amazon.

On a stupidly geeky aside: I’ve not read Sandman as I’ve not been able to piece together what would make a complete collection (mostly been too busy / lazy to do the five minutes of research it would take to figure this out) so this collection is exactly what I need… all the TBPs in one place! I tweeted a thank you to Gaiman for putting out the slip case collection (or rather for his asking DC to put out the slipcase edition) and he replied back with a ‘you’re welcome’ message. Yeah, may not sound like much, but it put me over the moon. :)

Previously I’d said that while on holiday in Europe I’d do some thinking about A Case of Do or Die:

My original intent with ACODOD had been to showcase the talents of local artists by having a new artist illustrate each chapter. Sadly, it’s been hard to find reliable artists who can work in my budget (which, admittedly, is not much). Plus, being new to this, I had a hard time communicating what I needed from them. And, once I’d get into a groove with an artist, I’d start a new chapter and have to forge a relationship with a new illustrator all over again… not easy.

The story has been on hold for over a year now, and I was close to abandoning it entirely, but I think it’s an important tale to tell. There are other stories I want to write about Dieselverse San Francisco, but ACODOD sets the groundwork for this universe and NOT writing it would mean that Agostino’s story would haunt this world without ever being told.

I’m going to turn the script for the graphic novel into an illustrated novel. The difference between the two being that a graphic novel is a long, comic (actually, sequential art) piece. My new direction will be a traditional novel with illustrations – similar to the illustrated Frankenstein released in 1983.

I’ll rebuild the ACODOD website and have an archive section for the old version of the story. I’ll post the new story serially, though I am not sure at what interval – ideally two chapters a months, but it will depend on finances.

But before I do this, there’s a few things I need to take care of:

  1. I’m going to write a short “practice” story based on my recent trip to Europe which I’ve tentatively titled Six Days in Constantinople (not Istanbul) – this title will likely change.
  2. I need to prepare for the start of class in September. I’ve taken a position at SJSU teaching English to Japanese exchange students. It’s the closest I can get to my goal of teaching in Japan until I get the all clear from my oncologist. It’s a great opportunity and will give me a lot of experience for my CV – a real boon for when I start looking for jobs in Japan (and there’s a decent chance I may get transferred to a university in Japan anyway).
  3. I’m also holding a fund raiser for cancer research in late October that will require a lot of attention. More info on that to come.

That puts the start date for converting the script into a novel at some point in November, nearly six months away. Hopefully I can keep to the time frame… I’ll post updates during the process.

Edit: Though no one has said anything to me, I’d like to point out that the problems I had with unreliable artists were with people who I never hired to work on ACODOD. Those people whose work appears in the graphic novel were quite reliable.

Safety and Adventure

“…between safety and adventure I choose adventure.”
― Craig Ferguson, American on Purpose: The Improbable Adventures of an Unlikely Patriot

I’ve become a huge fan of Craig Ferguson. His late night show is amazingly well done and I’m constantly impressed how easily he converses with his guests.

While in Europe for the past two weeks I finished reading American on Purpose and was really impressed by where he is today especially when compared to what he’s been through. In his biography he says he’s always chosen adventure over fear. Generally, I have done the same. Though there are certainly times I’ve chosen safety over adventure.

My recent trip to Istanbul, I believe, definitely counts as one of those times where I chose Adventure over Safety.

Going to Istanbul in and of itself was a challenge as I don’t speak Turkish and I know very little of the culture. It’s also the furthest East I’ve been in Europe (even going so far as to cross over into Asia for an afternoon). But, beyond that, I constantly forced myself to go out into the streets of Istanbul and get lost and find my way around (thank G-d for passive GPS and Google Maps!).

While there I:

- Had a short tour of the coast of Istanbul on the back of a motorcycle.
- Had a classroom of children sing me a song.
- Had lunch with a Turkish family.
- Visited the oldest active mosque in the city (nearly 1500 years ago).
- And a hundred other little adventures, including having to bribe my way out of the city on the way to the airport.

Between safety and adventure? Always adventure!

I’ll be at Clockwork Alchemy this weekend – specifically the Emperor Norton Ball on Sunday night.

And, if you haven’t seen it yet, Neil Gaiman’s commencement address to the University of the Arts in Philadelphia:

Clockwork Alchemy – The Emperor Norton Ball

For all you Bay Area Steampunk and Dieselpunk fanatics and anyone going to Fanime, – I’ll be at Clockwork Alchemy on Sunday, May 27th – likely all day. I’m especially looking forward to The Emperor Norton Ball.

If you’ll be there, look for me. I’ll be in the gear-work masque.

Note: I’ll have just gotten back from Istanbul, so I may be still be jet-lagged.

XKCD and Cancer and Travel and Writing

Randall Monroe publishes a web comic called XKCD. In the past he’s posted comics about dealing with cancer. Today’s comic reflects my mindset rather well, just shift cancer’s influence hitting at 2009.

Randall, I wish you and your fiancée the best during this incredibly rough period of your life.

I had another small scare with cancer myself. Though this was a growth on my skin, not a tumor on an internal organ. Luckily the tests showed it was benign. Just over two years until I am ‘certified’ cancer free!

I’ll be traveling to Paris and Istanbul in early May. While there, I’ll be reevaluating what I do with A Case of Do or Die. I’ve got large swatch of the story written as well as scripts for a story involving another set of characters, but I’ve had problems getting illustrations for my stories and that is delaying updates.

While I am abroad, I’ll do a lot of reflection on what I want from my stories and hopefully have a plan on how to move forward.

Lastly – I’ve been reading a book called The Night Circus. It’s a fantastic gem of a book written in vignettes – perfect for reading in small bites or one long, indulgent stretch. The book’s author, Erin Morgenstern, has a brilliant website where she shares her thoughts on writing (both the act and the profession) and occasionally shares short stories inspired by photographs. My favourite so far is Always Darjeeling.

Check out her site and definitely pick up a copy of The Night Circus. You’ll love it.